Somebody
As a young girl, I admire anyone, but myself. Those gorgeous
celebrities are all ways better than me. They are semi-gods and I am no body. I
am some plain girl. Yes, I am going to college. Received good education. I have
a close loving family. I am healthy. I have a good reputation and people respect
me because I am responsible but… that is NOT enough. That is NOTHING… I am
still NOBODY... Inner beauty is a myth. A celebrity with a pretty face and a
sexy body whom everyone knows is SOMEBODY... Is EVERYTHING.
My hair is natural. No colours. No extensions, but it is
still so boring and hideous compared to the gorgeous hair of some celebrity with
a different hair-cut and different hair length every day. It is fake hair. I
know. Your hair will not grow overnight but who cares? They are knockouts. Aren’t
they?
My skin is terrible. Well, it is natural and fresh. Duh! I’m
young. But it is either too white that
is so dull compared to some celebrity’s fake tan or it is too dark compared to
some celebrity’s fair skin that I know without makeup is covered with freckles
and she has a red nose but who cares? Makeup does miracles and these ladies are
drop-dead gorgeous with makeup. They are on magazine covers. They are popular! They
are SOMEBODY!
My lips, not plump enough like some celebrity that I swear
she used to have thinner lips in the past. True, sometimes her lips look heavy
and painful from all those fillers, but who cares? Those are sexy lips and look
perfect with lip gloss. So give me that! Fill up my lips with chemicals! Make them
numb. I don’t need to feel kisses anymore. As long as they LOOK pretty!
My body! Don’t mention it please! Not thin enough. If thin,
not feminine enough. My breasts are either too small or too big and don’t stand
right. I work out and get an athletic body instead of a feminine sexy one. But how
to get a slim body then? I don’t know how some celebrities do it! They have big
boobs and nice tight butts and yet really flat abs. They claim they work out every
day and drink a lot of water. How can they exercise with those big boobs and
what water? That flat tummy will swell a bit even if you only drink water. Mine
does and never gets that flat because a tummy is not flat anyway so how they do
it? Liposuction? Perhaps! Temporary treatments? Who knows!? But still, I want
that, that ridiculously flat tummy. Those big boobs that seem to defy gravity
and remain hung in the air without a bra. That tight butt with no chunks. I
want that and who gives a damn about health concerns and surgery pains!? Such body
will make you SOMEBODY!
I am too imperfect compared to all those gorgeous knock-out
girls. Well, they do all have issues. Almost all of them have been to rehab a
couple of times. Got knocked up and had a bastard child. Or a sex tape of them
spread out on the web. They got a divorce or two. changed multiple partners. Got arrested for driving under the influence
of alcohol. Their IQ is less than that of a dolphin. They are always half
naked. Have millions of scandalous pictures on the web. They have a terrible
history and there seems to be a hole in their hearts that only a d*** can fill,
but… they are pretty. They are gorgeous. They are popular and their pictures
are everywhere. It is always about them. They are SOME BODY! Isn’t that enough?
Isn’t that what matters? Or what?
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