In this crazy modern world of intelligent technology, social networks, GM food, global warming, economic recession, terror, reality shows, media war and thousands of
different stuff, it's still difficult to be a woman.
Well, I know to be defining myself in terms of my gender means that there's still something seriously wrong with the way the world still views women. As Simon De Beauvoir said, a man never has to start a statement saying "as a man", but anyhow, I'm not really going to discuss these philosophical feminist matters here. What I am mostly interested in is the amount of none-sense I have to deal with everyday just because I'm a woman.
These diaries can be the diaries of any woman or any girl on this planet. The diaries don't have one writer but basically they are all about how frustrating it can be to be a girl or a woman in this supposedly modern world. In fact, no matter how much humanity develops, we, women will always remain women; defined and limited by all the limitations the word bears.
Just before I start, I'd like you to know that in these diaries I'm not going to act like a real feminist and blame men alone for women's misery because women are also part of that misery. Women also give women such terrible times and help this unfair situation persist. So let's be objective people!
# 1 What to Wear Tomorrow!?
I know girls really care about details like your makeup, nail polish, accessories, bag, shoes and so on. Everything should fit and everything should be perfect but seriously, sometimes YOU ARE JUST NOT IN THE MOOD! However, once you ignore one of these, there's some bi*** to point it out. Let's be honest, guys never even notice these details and believe me, they'll never get over your body or if lucky, your face, to look at these things, unless they are gay which in this case shouldn't be something to worry about. We do all this for each other; to show off and try to look better than each other, but we eventually neither feel good about ourselves nor about others because there's always someone prettier than you. So just let it go! For heaven's sake! Do it if you enjoy it for yourself, not to show off or make a rival girl die from envy. Just admit it that sometimes you simply can't look good. Accept the ugly self too and enjoy it. I'm sick of applying those products to my healthy young face every day so that just because I don't look like a clown a bi*** won't say "Oh dear! Are you ill or something?" and I'm sick of thinking of what to wear tomorrow and how to match my clothes with everything else just because if I don't, girls may mock me and I also won't make any girl jealous. I'm human, not a doll for display at some shop, everyday they make me wear something new! This is crazy but if I don't do it I'm either sad because of a death in the family or I'm living a failing love story or I'm ill or I'm a weirdo or perhaps I'm a tomboy or just not girly enough! Nonsense! I'm me. I'm human before I'm a girl so stop defining me through all these beauty products, clothes and accessories and instead we'd better spend some time on something more useful so that next time I don't put on make up to work or school, there will be some girl educated and smart enough to say "busy with something important nowadays!?". Damn! It's 12.30 already! I've got to decide what to wear tomorrow!
